I Won't Ever
By: a friend

i won't ever say it to you
don't want those words to be said
i'll carry those words to my grave,
won't even say them when i'm dead

i won't ever cry in front of you
leave these tears to be unseen.
won't even cry in front of you
when i see you in my dreams

i won't ever softly sigh
when you're in hearing range
cuz then you'll think i'm nuts
then you'll think i'm strange

i won't ever show you
my everbroken heart
even if you forgot you hate me,
even if you gave me a fresh start

yet there is just one thing.
that i must couragously do,
even if i'm scared
I'm tell you "I love you"